Stick to your dreams…
Sunday, July 18th, 2010
…even, if people tell you better not to! And that happens an awful lot, when you are a Greencard owner with plans of moving abroad!
Being only a few months away from moving to another country, you naturally doubt your decision a lot! I honestly know that we need to do this. That we don’t risk losing much! We are young, our english is pretty good, we are experienced workers and work in jobs we can do in the US, too! And we don’t have kids that we need to bring abroad with us, yet. But even, if I know that I won’t lose much more than a dream when we might come back after a year, I sometimes am seriously scared!
In this situation you somehow hope that your family and loved ones will try to take that fears away from you. But they won’t! Because they are scared of you getting hurt! Their fears added to yours, sometimes is way too much to handle! After every serious talk we have with our parents, I need to calm myself down and tell myself that this is a chance I waited for a long long time and that Flo is with me and that everything will work out fine – no matter if we will make it in the US or not!
We always laugh about the people they show in these emigration documentaries on TV, because they don’t care about anything and don’t prepare theirselves enough. But sometimes I actually wish that I might have a bit of their naivity and careless nature. Because being as serious and realistic about the whole emigration thing (as we are) might be healthy, but is nowhere near easy!
For at least the first six months winning a Greencard is like living in a dream cloud! You just can’t stop to dream about how your new life abroad is going to be, how nice you will live (at the beach in our case) and how good the jobs you get may be. But someday you wake up from that dream and hit reality!
No, I am not mixing up holidays accidentally. I know that today is the 4th of July and not Halloween. Unfortunately I can’t be in my new home country to celebrate, today! But I will be there on Halloween this year. Right now we are busy planing our next trip to the US. Finally after weeks of struggle, Flo’s boss accepted his application for some off days and now we are looking for flights. We will fly to Orange County, California, again not only because we love it there, but because we want to move there in January and have to get a lot of things done. but let’s leave this part to one of my next posts.
